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Friday, September 17, 2004

SaDz... BuT I'll bE stRonG... 

I TrIeD... I faiLeD... BadLy...
I wiLL be LovEd SOmedaY...
WhY do I HaVe to AlWayz waiT tiLL it's too LatE...

HmMm... MsGed AuDDy & JosePh tO teLL theM ThAt I LOVE THEM... I don'T waNNa WaiT tIll it's ToO laTe aGaIn... It's thrU hardships, ups and down... that wE caN groW... I thinK i"m sLowLy beginning to grow... beinG moRe MatureD...

Sheez... crying almost eVery miNutE DuriNg thE holiDayz... wAsTeD thE wHoLe WeEk... CriEd mySeLf to sleEp, to SicK... HaHaz... 4 SleEplEss NigHts, 4-6 meAls in a wEek... i guEss I've losT a loT oF weIghT eh... slimmEr? haHaz... CryiNg over thE phonE to Dear... JoespH & AudDy... doN't KnoW whAt tO SaY bUt JusT FelT liKe CryIng HarD... WaS sO teRrIblE YesterDay, For a MoMenT, I tOt i WaS gOing To diE("ChOY!!"), HaD BreathiNg difFicultieS, yeah.. again...
GoSh Why shoulD I bE SaD... Why? I shOuLd Be HaPPy... bUt... someTimEs, I juSt cant helP it...

I'm GoNNa be strOng... No One's GonnA piTy me, Instead, they'll mock at my foolIshnesS... I'm NoT gOinG tO fall... I'll nOt bE loOk DoWn upOn...

GuEsS I StiLL LikE thIs sonG...

"Never before have I seen you look so blue
I can't find a cure and nothing comforts you
The light at the end of the tunnel
Doesn't shine at the end of the day

Everytime you cry
Save up all your tears
I will be your rainbow
When they disappear
Wash away the pain
'Til you smile again
I will be the laughter in your eyes
Every time you cry
Every time you cry

Time has a way of wounding what has healed
What can I say? I know just how you feel
Your soul is dark and troubled
Like a river running wild

Everytime you cry
Save up all your tears
I will be your rainbow
When they disappear
Wash away the pain
'Til you smile again
I will be the one who dries your eyes
Every time you cry
Every time you cry

Well, you know that's what I'm here for
I will give you when you need more
There will be no hesitation
I will reap no reward"

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